Thursday, January 6, 2011

mlm ni

assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabaqatuh~
malam bile erk... (ari lepas kot aku ade tgk cite Maher Zain Alhamdulillah)....
he's from lubnan...actualy i admire him the most bcus he's come with fresh daqwah...~ :)
but then wen he told boutr the album, all of sudden he said song title " for the rst of my life" , he dedicated to his zaujjah (wife).. suddently my tears drop...donno y.... maybe i'm touching bout his statement... the song actually tell us bout the apreciation husband to his wife... like the greatful of having her as his wife....truthfully, i'm in love with the song...1 of my favourite <3

wen he said that, i'm touch n sudden captured my heart... sounds like my heart break into pieces. that's y my tears easily drop.... i'm thinking that, whose gonna dedicated me that song? or precisely, whose gonna be my one n only husband to be loyal of now n here after? i dunno....~ i dun have any man to be my man... not even close...hayyah? ermmmm ntah la.... macam dah takde pepe...~ mungkin die dah dgn ...... (hmm aku pon taktau, pasrah je kalo die bukan milikku) die senyap, aku pon senyap....sunyi nye aku sendirian...ramai kawan2 dah nikah...semuenye dpt husband yg baik.... i want to be like them.... but i dunno how... T___T

lagu2 seperti edcoustic "muhasabah cinta" sering bermain d laptopku.... lagu idaman ku kini...~
sedap sangat... betapa kerdilnye diri ini apabila dengar lagu tu....


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